One Month

So today we are three days shy of one month since our wedding day.  So how has one month of marriage been.  It has been wonderful.  Adam is the most amazing husband I could ever ask for.  He cooks, he cleans, he folds the laundry, he puts up with my stupid ideas, my crazy schedule. Me on the other hand. Im just surviving.  If I get out of bed and don't go back in I count it as a great day!  I except so much out of myself that I set myself up for failure.  Going to work is  a relief because I know what I am doing there.  When I check in next month I hope things are better.  Dont get me wrong. I love Adam. I just wish I was a better wife.